But as it stands, i am REALLY frustrated.
Frustrated with his brother for falling ill.
Frustrated with his inability to stay awake for me.
Frustrated with the work that he must do.
This is a new thing for me, i was never someone who can hold onto the little happenings and incidents throughout the day and regurgitate them at the end of the day. If something happens around/ with me then either you get to know about it then and there or you don't get to know about it at all.
I have had to learn to remember things, incidents, occurrences etc. and recreate them as vividly as possible only in the evenings.
But i'm not complaining, if anything this practice at least improves my memory of the upcoming assignments!
But now to have those evenings taken away so callously? Its too hard to be borne. On the other hand i guess its a good thing that this happened, its providing us with experience for the times when i'll have my holidays. After all i can't spend every holiday away from my family on the pretext of one college thing or the other.
Only... i would have more distractions around when i would be in Delhi.
I love him and life was easier when i didn't but it wasn't happier than now.
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